Syukran

19-05-2009. Entry No. 222. Salam. Guys! I've been busy lately plus no idea what to write for the new post (its actually lots of idea but none of them could be expressed into words. Funny huh?) Thank you anyway for those who keep coming and visiting my blog including silent readers. Its ok i don't mind :) For commentators and those who drop by here and greet me, i would like to say thank you so much! Your comments and greetings make me realize that you exist in this world. Haha. Love you all.

I'm planning to go back Miri to visit my parents who currently working there. I miss them damn much. But, i'm stuck here. And can't go far. What to do? And i get so jealous when i hear Adik is going there for vacation. Oh, pity me, kan?

Life must go on. Yeah. I get used to this kind of life. Being far from family will make you strong and independent. Sakit pening you jaga sendiri. Kind of. Kena cepat-cepat kahwin ni. Ahakz. No-no-no. I can take care of myself.

Okla. I actually want to have another blog for my personal writing (I do have one. But nobody knows hihihi) This blog seems too formal isn't? Plus because of it i become so famous. Hahah. Statement tak leh blah. No. Because of it people get to know me better. But this isn't really what i am. Yang gila-gila dan ikut suka hati. But still under control.

I want to live happily and peacefullly. I want to explore this life as much as i can. My experiences, i glad to share with others but sometimes being too formal makes me hesitate to do that. My readers here most of them know me in real world. I afraid, what i say does not go the same as what i act. Doesn't apply to me at all. Hypocrite la kan. Woho thats so dangerous.

So people, forgive me! Sometimes, you might see me differently in real world but i want you to know that everyone has different perception towards others. You will know me if you really study me. However, i won't expect you to understand. Its normal. Only my family and close friends understand me more than i do.

Apapun, live your life to the fullest! Appreciate everything around you. Then you will understand how beautiful life is. Wake up and move forward.

Adios!

My note: Some people (extremist I think) said I do not care about my religion; Islam and the future of it. What do you mean? Man, I do care! But of course I won't tell and let all people know how concern I am . I get what you mean. I apologize in advance. But, I choose to be in my own way. I mix with bad people to help them find a right path. They need to be helped. But, why some of you don't understand that. For God's sake! Please try to look at this world in different angle. Not many people as lucky as you are.